EPHEMERA

Now you have it
Now you don't
Gone with the wind
Blown to kingdom come
Feeling empty as ever
without the mass
That filled your heart
now feel the weight
of utter nothingness
-Worthlessness

Oblivious of time
one valuable possesion
Snobbish of people
when under its reign
A parvenu, a protege
intoxicated by might
treading on golden
terra firma
utopia deary!
- slow down

the aftermath
never pleasant
sepulchral lives
tears, harrowing tales
belated remorse
be not piqued
by this blotting
-just live

She wants me back!

I bumped in to my ex-gal the other week
In the midst of exchanging pleasantries
She says i look good with the added weight
What do i know?
Maybe it was a compliment or maybe not
Either way she looked happy to see me, again
after months of pretentious busy-ness.
She wants me back, I guess...


The same night she called to wish me well
I forgot to mention, she asked for my number
Then she went on about us finding time
You know, to do a bit of catching up
I said "sure" why not we're still friends
And so we were on for an evening of coffee
She sounded pleased on the other side of the phone
she wants me back, I think...


We met and she confessed missing me, a great deal
I said "me too" which came out rather awkwardly
The next thing I know we are flirting very openly
She tells me to forget what separated us
Open a new leaf and start all over again
Am undecided, Does she really think I would?
She wants me back, I Know...


Now, why would I want her back with me?
Her second chances with me have run out, long ago
I admit she is smokin' hot than ever
But my conscious tells me "NO!"
Where, obviously my body is screaming "YES"
A referendum in this case will pay off greatly
She wants me back, I am afraid!